February 10, 2009
goodbye to you, gt
i’m not going to cry
over you anymore
wont let you hurt me
so you can feel
like you’re settling the score
i’m moving on
moving past all this bullshit
trying someone else on for size
you obviously didn’t fit
not going to be sad
wont give you the satisfaction
not going to act out either
just to get a reaction
gonna move around the room
and smile like i do
be appreciated by those
so much more mature than you
i don’t care if you see it
take it or leave it
learn something from it
or just throw a fit
i clearly misjudged you
right from the start
or hit some nerve on the head
with some familiar sharp dart
i’m not sure which it is
at this point i dont care
because your rude comments
are completely unfair
but hear what you want
and think what you will
you’re nothing but drama
and i’ve had my fill
so come down off your horse
and get over yourself
trying putting your resentments
up on a shelf
stop bitching and moaning
and drawing lines with our friends
go ahead treat me like a stranger
you’re good at playing pretend
it’s funny how you’d say
“when you grow up”
since i’ve been the only one of us
thats been acting like a grown up
i’m sorry you got hurt
that you feel disappointed
that it makes you assume i used you
but my intentions were poignant
we both know
what is real – what was said
at least i do
i didnt have six shots or more
clouding my head
i wish you the best
i wish you felt the same
but i know you’re weak
so you go ahead and think
i’m to blame
