Category Archives: rambles
stars
we stared at the moon so big full of wonder and surprise while the stars shined thousands of dancing lights at our eyes
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mad hatter
i’m all over the place scattered shattered unsure of what matters the slowly unraveling lonely mad hatter
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the other side
i wonder how you’d feel if our roles were reversed if i had done that to you in that way right at first if it had been me taking you for that ride tell me, how would forgiveness look from … Continue reading
Filed under all, bits and pieces, love and stuff, pain and loss, rambles
addicted
it’s like i’m addicted to making poor decisions i know better and yet its like i get tunnel-vision and immediately after my head fills with shame stupid stupid you have no one else to blame
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cant say no
i just cant say no to the attention to the affection desire just takes over its like an infection i like to be held to be coddled to be kissed to be told that when i’m gone all day that … Continue reading
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waterfall
do you ever feel like youre pinned beneath a waterfall and you cant even cry out cause you’ll swallow it all when the pouring and the pounding is all you can hear and you cant see anything no matter how … Continue reading
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not yet
i always feel like something is holding me back keeping me from being where it is i need to get like an echoing in my head not yet, not yet not yet
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no hero
i know that acting the way that i do makes you feel like i need to be rescued but that isn’t the role that i want for you
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stumped
i’m stumped stopped blocked i’ve got no ideas no energy no wants i cant even muster the desire to try i revert to this old spiderweb of lies
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coffee shop
lost in my thoughts amongst the clinking of coffee cups dim lights and red vinyl hollow eyes and halfhearted smiles
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datebook
lately it seems i am only happy when my datebook is bursting at the seams i require constant distractions to occupy my days i need nonstop intrigue to keep me in a kind of calm daze
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highlight
she’s everyone’s highlight full of sweetness loves the sunlight shes not afraid to be sarcastic, but in a silly way that makes it alright always sunny and trying to be funny
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i aim
i aim to be adored by those who i would be surprised to find intrigued by someone like me
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dark days
dark days are coming but it seems that i just might keep continuing to ignore it and remain bright and light
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insight
to see is to learn to speak is to be to listen is to grow in ways you may not even know so look when you see and say what you think pay attention to the people you meet let … Continue reading
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you’re sitting there making up stuff to say i think, mostly just to keep your mouth busy because as soon as your mouth stops moving and you look my way it’s clear that we both know what it wants to … Continue reading
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mystery to me
so now here i am the girl who prides herself on reading the actions of people on seeing the body language and hidden expressions that give away whats really going on even while watching the attempts to mask true thoughts … Continue reading
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desire
my desire is like an ocean but fickle like a child flirting teasing fleeting affection lust and coyness in motion my want is unyielding it pushes out my hands arms chest neediness and greediness the sweetness of feeling the comfort … Continue reading
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memory of you
my memory of you slips by quickly like an old tape stuck on fast forward and my heart breaks just a little because oh, how i long to revisit each minute in these late hours to remember each eager brush … Continue reading
Filed under all, lust and passion, rambles
