Tag Archives: relationships
hey love
hey love remember me? i did everything wrong and just hoped for the best and man, did my pride fail all of your tests hey love remember when? back before then when we were so fearless in our love when … Continue reading
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would i go back
if i could how would i change it it’s hard to decide we were a fast and furious roller coaster ride we loved and fought as if for years in just that six month time would i go back to … Continue reading
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high school fantasy
i think maybe at first you saw me as a prize and you were trying on your high school fantasy for size and it fit, for a while like a dream you would beam but the threads were quickly unraveling … Continue reading
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you’re here
i don’t know what the future will hold i don’t know where this story will go all i know is you’re here in my heart here in my head there in my dreams when i lay down in bed i … Continue reading
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the other side
i wonder how you’d feel if our roles were reversed if i had done that to you in that way right at first if it had been me taking you for that ride tell me, how would forgiveness look from … Continue reading
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something new
i dont want you to think i’m standing with just one foot inside the door i just dont want to say the same things i’ve said to other men before its not that i dont think and feel these same … Continue reading
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you tell me
you tell me that i am thinking too much worrying about what if and what could happen and such but i know myself better than you know me there are consequences you either cant or wont see and right now … Continue reading
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high hopes and high pedastals
we came together so naturally and fell apart so fast kind of funny considering we were so sure this would last we had high hopes and high pedestals we placed each other on and before we knew what happened those … Continue reading
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cant be
this cant be it this cant be goodbye this cant be you laughing at me while i cry
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more to say
it’s really too bad that it’s over this way when we both have so much more to say but none of it would do any good, anyway
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what if i had
what if i had walked away instead of begging you to stay what if i had said goodbye instead of making you watch me cry would my pride have eased my pain somehow would i feel less pathetic right now
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pages and pieces.
that little notebook beside my bed holds all the poems that you never read the thoughts i needed to get out of my head the ones i thought were better left unsaid when i felt lost that book was my … Continue reading
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still with me, for now
i’m finally in that place where i’m looking ahead instead of agonizing over what i would have done instead i’ve been filling my time with people and places catching up with many old familiar faces reminding myself of what i … Continue reading
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starting over
i can’t quite seem to finish this one… it just doesn’t feel done. i’m going to post it anyway, but check back because i might just update this when i can get the rest of it out of me. ~mana … Continue reading
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do you
it seems like everything reminds me of you everywhere i go everything i do baby, please tell me is it the same for you? do you miss my laugh or seeing me smile do you miss how it felt to … Continue reading
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you loved me
i can remember it exactly the last time that you told me you loved me it was a month ago now but it seems longer somehow since that loving look was in your eye now when you look at me … Continue reading
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waiting for friday
five o’clock in the morning still only half alive crying as I watch you walk down the drive back to your life to that place you call home leaving me here in my space to face another week on my … Continue reading
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to jim, happy birthday
you are one of the kindest people that I have ever met you’re warm, and you’re thoughtful and so compassionate not often do I meet someone who reminds me of the kind of person that I want to be and … Continue reading
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closure
i know you’ve been waiting to hear something from me if you can keep your distance you can have it to read i fell in love with the man i thought you would be the man that i knew not … Continue reading
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quiet
those times you get quiet and run away in your head I wish I could hear the words your mind has said I need to know how you think how you work these things through if I’m ever going to … Continue reading
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the lasting kind
baby, i’ve been thinking about you and me i’ve been thinking about how happy i know we will be baby, you amaze me this swelling in my chest does nothing but assure me that this is so much better than … Continue reading
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still with you
five days in a row i dont get to see your face five days a week separated by so much space i sit and stare at your photos the days that i’m alone thinking about how crazy it is that … Continue reading
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men i’ve known
i’ve been thinking about love and the men that i’ve known the ways they all ended the ways we’ve all grown brad was a good guy reliable, strong always emotional when things between us went wrong it was sweet but … Continue reading
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parting ways
i need to take some time away from this whole deal to try and figure out exactly how i feel i dont mean to be selfish but i hope you would agree that i need to make a choice about … Continue reading
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why cant you
why cant you put yourself in my place it cant be that hard the emotion is written all over my face why does everything have to be about you was changing myself ever something that i agreed to do? i … Continue reading
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